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|  what i want to do when i grow up I'm sad today. I want my daughter back. I want to love her (I do love her, but I don't like her right now). I want to kiss her goodbye on the cheek. I want to not be so angry with her. I want to wrap my arms around her and make everything ok. I want her to care enough about her family to do the right thing. I want her to love her son half as much as she seems to love her daughter. I don't think she particularly likes him, and when I see that it breaks my heart. I want so much more from her then I think she will ever be able to give. How does a person let go of that? She expects certain things from me as a mother, and I expect certain things from her as a daughter. I think I pretty much live up to my end of the bargain. And maybe that is a lesson I haven't learned yet in parenting, never expect anything in return. So... I'm tired of thinking about all of that today. I was just waking up this morning, lounging in bed for a few minutes and started thinking about what I want to do in my lifetime. What do I want to do before I die? I am going to think about 100 things I want to do in life. Here goes... I want to
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