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|  Just do it already I have to call the Dr. to get an appt for baby A. She has been sick for over a week (bad cold, maybe ear infection), she needs her 18 month shots/checkup and the Social worker Dr. wants her checked out from head to toe. I am supposed to be doing this right now. I am supposed to try to get her in today. I have to take her to the "clinic". The county run clinic. I have nothing against it. I just don't want to do it. I don't have it in me today. I am feeling quite pitiful for myself today. I am whining, thinking WHY??? Why do I have to take a sick kid to the "clinic"? Why am I going to be the one that has to take the whole afternoon off to sit in a dark, dank, kid screaming haven? I shouldn't have to. I don't want to. I DON'T WANT TO!!! But I have to. I guess that's what I signed up for 24 years ago when I decided to have children. No one told me this could happen. I may have had second thoughts. Last night was one of the roughest nights I've had in years. Not much sleep. Maybe 3 or 4 all together. Broken up by a toddler waking up every couple of hours. Sigh. I'm tired. Sure wish there was a big rock around here somewhere that I could hide under. There's not though. So I guess I need to call the clinic.
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