Well that's a great big how do you do.
Friday, Feb. 08, 2008 - 2:11 p.m.

Tell me. Can I not believe a word that comes from my daughters mouth? Should I just believe EVERYTHING is a lie? She told me last Friday her and "the daddy" broke up. Well, now I find out they are still together. He got a tattoo of her lips on his arm and he is paying for her wings on her back (something I thought I was paying for). I saw her Wednesday and she showed me that the guy had done the right wing (even though we were going to do that for her birthday on the 13th) and I asked her how she paid for it. She said he didn't charge her anything because he loves doing it. B*** S***! I knew someone was paying for it somehow. Didn't figure it was the a**hole that is not supposed to be in her life. You know, the man that will keep her from getting her daughter back. The one she was hiding from all of us until I brought it up. The one that she claims to have broken up with last week becuase she realized (after multiple people told her) she was chosing him over her own daughter! Christ! Christ! Christ!!!
I found all this out today when my ex called and said he had just gotten done talkng to my son-in-law for 1.5 hours. I said, "you've been taling to big E?" (which would be highly unlikely). He said, "No, your Other son-in-law". I said, "Brandon?" (again puzzled, because that is A's boyfriend) NOOO..... he was talking to piece of s*** daddy. I told him in no uncertain terms that he was no son-in-law of mine. Apparently I had not told him the extent of what happened in order for us to get custody of baby A when it happened. I am sure I did. But who knows. So the short of the whole story is they are still living their little happy go lucky life together while we are all sitting here looking like FOOLS thinking she broke up with him in order to get baby A back. Crap!!! When will I learn???? I try to have faith in her. People tell me I shouldn't. How do you stop believing in your own daughter? I am not naive by any means, but she always gets better and better at lying. She was telling me how sad she was, blah blah blah! and GAG!!! It makes me sick. I'm so PISSED.
So, do I just not believe anything she says? I don't know. I don't know how to deal with this anymore.
I felt bad for my ex because he was clueless and I kind of ripped into him, but oh well. I'm tired of all the guessing games.

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