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|  fucker I knew he would come into my life and break my heart. I called my sister the other morning and told her I had made a mistake. That I shouldn't have answered his email. I shouldn't have remembered his email address. I knew that I would have to lose him all over again. I've lost him. ALL OVER AGAIN!!! I sent the email, stating my case. My thoughts. He has shut down all communication, 100%. Gone, done. Over. No explanation. Nothing. He ripped the fucking door off the hinges, walked through when he sent the email saying "tell your mom I said Hi". Took me back to another time, another place. I even got up the nerve to read his letters from 23 years ago! TWENTY THREE YEARS I didn't read those letters. I read them this weekend. I allowed my heart to remember what we meant to each other. Well, I guess he didn't like my email because he has commenced to putting that door back on the hinges and nailing it shut, tight! I want to tell him to go away. Go back to wherever he came from. Fucker!!!
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